wonder how many dots i can fit in this box..........................................................

i feel like such a fucking pile of worthless shit.. i hope jessica can come over friday n stay all weekend like we planned. when her mom drops her off tho i haev to 'talk to her mom', yeah that kinda makes me nervous cuz for 1)ive never had to talk to a "gfs" parents(cuz her mom thinks we are dating even tho we aint) and for 2)..ok well i forgot number two but yeah. im sooooo damb sleepy n nervous, i need to go find those darvsets and other pain killers my mom has. ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh..... my bellys growling i need a cig. fuck fuck fuck shit dambit, fuck. amber god i thought u had finally got the message i hate you and to leave me alone but i guess not, just keep running our god damb mouth and one day i swear ur gonan end up missing about 5 of your god damb teeth, ugh, fucking piss off god ur such a stupid bitch. RaWr fucking RaWr.. someone needs to shoot me in teh face n cheast.